Broken Hearts...

I know you've lost someone and it hurts.
You may have lost them suddenly, unexpectedly.
Or, perhaps you began losing pieces of them until one day, there was nothing left.
You may have known them all your life or you may have barely known them at all.
Either way, it is irrelevant - you cannot control the depth of a wound another soul inflicts upon you.

Which is why I am here to tell you tomorrow is another day.
That the sun will go on shining.
Or there are plenty of fish in the sea.
What I will tell you is this;
It's okay to be hurting as much as you are.
What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary - because it makes you so much more human.
And though I can't promise it will get better any time soon, I can tell you that it will - eventually.
For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need.




                             - Lang leav

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Salam Ramadhan

Lama giler tak coret apa-apa dalam ni.
Dah berhabuk pun.
Sibuk sangat lately dengan anak-anak yang semakin membesar dan beban kerja yang makin bertambah.
Puasa kali nie adalah puasa yang keempat tanpa dia.
Dah mula dapat sesuaikan diri dengan keadaan.
Tapi perasaan rindu itu masih ada masih tebal masih hadir dalam diri ini.
Raya dah tak memberi apa-apa makna.
Sekadar memastikan anak-anak gembira dan tak terlibat dengan kesedihan yang dialami oleh mamanya.
Apa pun ku tetap bersyukur kerana masih bernafas, masih mampu membesarkan anak-anak, mampu berfikir dengan baik.
Mungkin berkat doa dan sokongan dari keluarga, saudara mara dan sahabat handai yang tak putus-putus mengharap agar aku terus tabah dan kuat dalam menghadapi dugaan ini.
Hanya Allah saja yang dapat membalas jasa baik mereka.


Salam ramadhan.

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